Fr. Robert Thul, S.J. told me that I had to narrow my field of vision so that I could only see this one spectacular thing. I expected that to be the beautiful face of my Beloved. Fr. Thul pulled a fast one on me, however. The one spectacular person I was to look at was not Jesus, but myself. He said to only look at what is good about me. Uhhhhh. Right. But I began. I'm still working on it, and it ain't easy!
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